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it Hurts & it Heals

by Heavybird

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sweetest thing don't believe what they say under their breath you have seen the Rocky Mountains live in your head so you don't have to fret anymore you skinned your knee i wrapped you up in stars&stripes with hopes to make you feel alright those Philly streets can make you feel callous sometimes but you don't have to hide your Light let it show LOVE is real (& you are made of it) it flows on everything you touch i have traveled over a thousand miles with thoughts of your smile tucked inside my coat sweetest thing just disregard what they think they don't know how empathy feels you have lived Colorado stays by your side so you don't have to sleep alone tonight
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gave a pocket's-worth of crumpled dollar bills for an old textbook it's got diagrams of the center of the Earth circa 1962 in a parking lot across from a cafe waiting for a friend met a single mother thumbing her way up the road she sells homemade soaps do you remember those days of our youth? we were to do whatever we'd choose: forget about war forget about greed & just smile we'd get ourselves lost in the woods then smoke a joint hike up a mountain to get closer to the sun search for the answers of questions yet to come do you remember days of our lost youth?
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a cigarette-burn hole in my favorite coat (a reminder of a previous mistake) leaves a bad taste in my mouth: like a shot of cheap whiskey like a plate of reheated leftovers i know that worrying only drags me down but i can't help being distracted by a cigarette-burn hole that stays close to my heart it keeps me up for hours at a time and leaves me feeling deflated: like a tire with low pressure like a patient cured by blood-letting i know that worrying always drags me down but i can't help feeling distracted i know that worrying always drags me down but i can't help being distracted by a cigarette-burn hole cigarette-burn hole cigarette-burn, a cigarette
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lemon-yellow smile takes you for a ride see the conifers waving at the sky breathing in, you see yourself on your death-bed breathing out, you see your eyes glazed in wonderment i'll let you tune my guitar & i'll teach you to sing along iridescent hands build a house for three purple thistle bends a landing bumblebee everyone is cheering for something they can't see doesn't matter what it is always fantasy i'll let you tune my guitar i'll teach you to sing along i know it's hard sometimes but I can help you become who you are who you are who you really are
5.
i don't care what they do to me i don't care what they do to me throw me away into one of those padded cells i don't care what they do to me they can put me on pills they can take away my songs they can make me recite the national anthem but they'll never change me no, they'll never break me i don't care what they do to me i don't care what they do to me lock me up behind rows of iron bars i don't care what they do to me they can spit in my face they can laugh at my pain they can make me swear on the holy bible but they'll never change me no, they'll never break me
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Her Face 04:02
when i see her face it makes me smile it's an expression that i'm not very used to it may take some time & when i see her smile it melts my mind it's not that i have nothing to say she just takes me off guard oh, what i'd give to be with her every day, every day oh, what i'd give every day to be with her, to be with her i'd sell everything that i own (every day)
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Julie & I 04:49
julie & i crossed over county lines even after the Court declared that she couldn't leave a 10-mile radius "some nights the officer stops by to make sure I'm home" she warned me she found some muscle-relaxers in the bottom of her purse: crushed them, snorted them o julie give me a helping hand i'm drunk but i want back inside those moonbeams make your skin look like Florida sand call my name and i'll come it was her Vonnegut tattoo and pack of cigarettes that drew me in we met at the wrong place & at the wrong time she was in the basement of a condemned building i was in the eye of a tornado it was only a matter of time before the collision last i heard, she'd gotten her life together swept her discarded clothes into a pile on the floor she got clean and took up knitting her ex-boyfriend got out of prison o julie give me a helping hand i'm drunk but i want back inside those moonbeams make your skin look like Florida sand call my name and i'll come ... o julie, o julie, o julie ...
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Mistakes 04:33
i have made mistakes before and i will make them again i'm old enough to drink i'm old enough to drive i'm old enough to die, now (old enough to die) i want to tell you that i'm sorry but words don't do that much and actions all seem futile i'm not in LOVE with you i know that that can be hard to hear i know because i've heard it said before do what you can hold on you've just gotta hold on hold on and see a Light ahead i will do the best i can i promise now to never hurt again but it's so hard to be selfless when no one's out to help you
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the people in power take your $$ away do whatever they please spend it on things you won't see we are simply peasants worrying what we'll eat there isn't much you can do when you feel broken in two and if this song happens to reach you: i hope it eases your mind the way it does mine the way it does to me the way it gives me peace i hope it eases your mind to know that i'm out there feeling the same as you giving you something to share nothing feels that fluid everything feels the same it's enough for anyone enough to drive you insane "everything will be okay and everything will be alright and everything will work out fine" says the person still alive and if this song makes its way to you: i hope it eases your mind to know that i'm out there feeling the same as you giving you something to share i hope it eases your mind the way it does mine the way it does to me the way it gives me peace i hope it eases your mind the way it does mine the way it does to me the way it gives me peace i hope it eases your mind to know that i'm out there feeling the same as you giving you something to share
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i will travel along trails that are sewn in the dirt and the roads of this Country no one lies ahead no one follows me seems alright for awhile how much longer will it last? (i don't know) without LOVE i'm sure to expire like a carton of milk or week-old produce i don't have much advice to give: try spending time in bed try spending time inside your head then get behind the wheel drive any direction you feel 'cause we just gotta move on yea keep on moving along singing our favorite songs the ones that makes us feel strong the ones that make the day feel less long

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All songs written and recorded by Evan Adams
Mixed and mastered by Keagan Smith

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released September 29, 2015

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Heavybird Woodstock, New York

Heavybird is the solo project of Evan Glenn Adams, with contributions from session musicians.

Influenced by genres from chamber pop to noise rock, Heavybird aims to meld heartfelt poeticism, rock sensibilities, and an air of spiritual ceremony.
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