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The Search

by Heavybird

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1.
Trust 06:11
you can trust me do you trust me? I'm not a pig I'm not a rat I'm not a sheep I'm not a machine can you see what we're working towards? are you ready for what's in store? have you the strength to say "no" to war? I don't sleep much anymore
2.
This Is Now 04:55
I am well aware that I used to be just like the rest I followed anyone who seemed to know the best way to live their life and how to make every moment count I used to fear the future and regret the past I wanted permanence, something I could grasp I was blinded by illusion, until I found the words: that was then this is now when you leave the cave, you begin to see how many people run from responsibility your life is your own life, there's no one else to blame I hope you understand the meaning of what it is I say and if you don't, don't waste another day it isn't difficult, but you've got to free your mind that was then this is now
3.
careful work will start a fire warming skin and growing tired I'll wait for the flames to fade embers shimmer, ashes grey I heard last monday that you were dead guess all that acid finally went to your head o, schizophrenia you kept a notebook on the dresser by your bed ink thoughts would slither out, ghostly serpents from your pen o, schizophrenia I thought it was right to be your friend I thought I could stay with you 'til the end I tried your madness on but it didn't fit me right didn't fit me right if something I had said changed your world I hope it was beautiful like smoke from the cherry unfurls o, schizophrenia
4.
revolution is what I need revolution is what I need I said "it's coming" no one agreed I think it's about time, baby if you don't that's on you they will watch us but we can see they will watch us but we can see they are butchers but we aren't meat winning might not be an option that won't slow me down I want it peaceful some disagree I want it peaceful some disagree it's time to end this oligarchy how it goes ain't up to me but baby, count me in
5.
Endless War 03:26
it surrounds you you cannot avoid it it is a name that we must not speak shall we speak it it will be known and if it is known it can be ended it is ongoing it is against all things it is against every kind of person it is against every kind of race it is against every man woman and child it is against the poor it is against the rich it is against the plants and the trees it is against the animals it is against all things living it is against the Earth perhaps you perhaps you too want to end it to end it END IT NOW
6.
Lonely Boy 04:14
I was a lonely boy I'd lost my smile, I'd lost my joy then you turned up and you turned me on when you turned up you turned me on drowning in darkness, strangled by fear you gave me sunbeams, I'm keeping them near you turned up and you turned me on when you turned up you turned me on I was a lonely boy I'd lost my smile, I'd lost my joy then you turned up and you turned me on when you turned up you turned me on you brought solace wiped away my tears voice so soothing I've waited all these years
7.
In Your Bed 05:37
I am yours completely shining dew on the blades of green you kiss me so sweetly yellow pollen makes the flowers lean you were the one of whom I was dreaming I awoke, we were there in my bed you were the one to whom I was speaking I slept, you were there in my head you are mine completely leaves flutter down with a gently breeze I kiss you so sweetly a bluejay calls from among the trees I was the one of whom you were dreaming you awoke, we were there in your bed I was the one to whom you was speaking you slept, I was there in your head

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released January 6, 2017

written and recorded by: Evan Benzinger
mixed and mastered by: Keagan Smith
album art by: Danielle Adams

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Heavybird Woodstock, New York

Heavybird is the solo project of Evan Glenn Adams, with contributions from session musicians.

Influenced by genres from chamber pop to noise rock, Heavybird aims to meld heartfelt poeticism, rock sensibilities, and an air of spiritual ceremony.
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